Dear
Mom,
Today
is the sixth Mother’s Day that I haven’t been able to celebrate with you in the
physical world. I thought that it might
get easier, but it still feels as sad as it did on the first one. Passing by the cards in the stores I usually
do one of two things; I quickly turn my head because it is a painful reminder
that I will never buy another Mother’s Day card, or I am urged to go up to
everybody looking at the cards and tell them to treasure each moment that they
have their mom in their life.
I
know that you are doing great on the Other Side, and I am so grateful that you
can finally see and that you no longer have the pain – both physical and
emotional. We miss you here, though. And
so much has happened. Connor has grown into
a man. Micaela is graduating from high
school in the next couple weeks and will be going away to college. The one
thing that hasn’t changed is that dad is still a pain in the neck. Yes, I know
you used to tell me that I didn’t understand since I wasn’t living with him,
well now that we all live together I understand fully. I knew that would make you laugh.
When
the wind blows just right I can feel your hands gently touch my cheek and hear
you whisper your love for us kids. I am
so blessed that you gave me wings to fly and although we got mad at one another
often, we always loved each other.
Every
year I would bring you a gift and a flower. On this Mother’s Day I will once
again take your flower to your gravesite. I understand that Heaven needed you
more than we did here, but I still miss you.
Happy
Mother’s Day. I love you, mom.
Love,
Kristy
Even though I am a Medium and I can
communicate with and even see my mom in spirit, it isn’t
always the same as having her here in the physical; the calls whenever I
want to hear her voice, the hugs when I am having a bad day, the chicken noodle
soup when I am not feeling well…. Although I’m a Medium, I’m still human
and I miss.
So, I wish you all
a Mother’s Day filled with hugs, phone calls, maybe some chicken noodle soup
and if your mom is on the Other Side (or even your child) – I wish you signs
that your mom (or child) is watching over you!
What a beautiful post Kristy. I am sorry you don't have you mother with you any longer in this world. I am fortunate to have both of my parents and do consider myself blessed.
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